I'm glad I'm not the only one with the willies!
I have a Beretta 9000 with a decocker. I like being able to carry loaded in double action mode, but dropping the hammer on a loaded chamber feels just plain wrong. I don't care if it has never gone bang, and people all over the world are doing it with out an issue, and that I have the gun pointed in a safe direction, etc. It just doesn't feel right.