Upon the eve of great disruption of the two things I hold close and fought for (this country and our right to bare arms), I have chose to buy an AR before November. I am going with a Rock River product most likely. I have not decided upon a model but I am looking at an "m- forgery." That is what I trained with and what I am used to. As to the memories it may bring up upon looking at it, will be something for me to tackle and try and work through. It is not so much all the bad memories, as it is the loss of the camaraderie and love I felt from my brethren that I have not ever felt again since. I wish at times that all men\women would be forced, at the age of 18, to enlist for two years serving our country. Weather that means Military, Police force (of some kind), or a community service. I wish all could feel that feeling of being with your boys when you got no-one else and all the petty things of the world don't matter, such as politics, drama, and always famous, one man is better than the other somehow problem the world seems to have. No I am talking about all that mattering is life and making it back to somewhere that you love and willing to do whatever to help the person next to you cause you know he is doing the same. It is hard for me rightnow in this country that I fought for. No job worth a damn, everyone here where I live seems to be divided weather it is the Prez. campaign or on down to the color of your skin, in some cases. There is no cohesion. Along with these thoughts I will have a whole lot of fun with friends and family wasting rounds down range, and possibly saving my life. And yes for me, a rifle can bring upon all these thoughts. And yet I may be denied in a year or less to purchase one. So as for my cowboy action dreams and my thoughts of being called some cool name as "Lead Dispenser" or " Two Guns Sailand," as I so may be named, must be put on hold till a later date. This summers blood, sweat, and tears will be towards that High Tech Rifle of my dreams. I am not down at all, in fact I am excited to finally have a decision, I just wish I could have had more of a say in it, but times are going to get tough as I believe along with everyone else so this is what I must do. I thank everyone's input into all this and it has all been great. I now know the type of lever gun and wheel gun I will buy someday and now know what my next firearm will be. So while I am throwin' brass all over in my semi auto I will be thinking about our country and the Men I fought with. Thank you all.