Sent.
First let me welcome you to the rank's of those who refuse to surrender their safety to the whim of societies predators.
Secondly, let me suggest that after you have received professional training in self defense you should look into some of the many types of sports involving firearms, such as Cowboy Action Shooting, or the rim fire challenge. These are lifetime sports, fun for the entire family.
There is much more to the "gun culture" than the negative fear of rising crime, and the fight for civil rights espoused by Jefferson. There is also the satisfaction of a tight group of holes in the 10 ring of a bullseye target, or the look of joy on the face of your child or parent as they make steel targets ring.