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Google Gallery of guns, they have a gun locator function, also try Guns America, or Gunbroker.com.
Good luck, that's about the most saught after .380's I know of. If no luck with that try an Accu tec, about 1/3 the money, Stainless, never heard any complaints from people who owned them, accuracy is acceptable, I have heard that they can be fussy about ammo. Seem to like remington though.