Ok here is the progression.
Had a SIG P229 - .40 - not so pretty good, but kept it because IT WAS A SIG.... then it got heavy.... daily wear had me walking in slightly right circles if I wasn't paying attention.
Sold it for a GLOCK 17 . Gen 2 - Mama Mia what a dream to shoot.... I was not a GLOCK fan boy before - but after the Gen 2 I am now... just not rabid and do realize not all guns fit or are right for all people.... but I loved that GLOCK 17 Gen 2... unfortunately it and the Gen 2 - 26 bot had to go when I was out of work to keep the lights on.... it happens, I was sorry to see them go.
I got over the hump and am missing them a little less.... *sniff*
Lovely wife bought me a S&W 642 with a CT laser grip and I'll cut both my arms off before I ever sell this gun - it fits... I shoot it well (well enough for a 2" barrel that is)
Finally got enough $$$ to purchase a new Plastic... er polymer "wonder 9" and here is where the story goes wonkie.
GLOCK Gen 2 and 4 have finger groves - my hands and fingers are large... when I grip a Gen 3 or 4 my fingers hit the tops of the grip not the shallows for your fingers.
I could not find a Gen 2 (or 1) and at the time, I did not know about Robar and how he/they can remove the finger "lumps" to make a smooth grip.
I liked the Kahr 9's but I already have a 5 shooter... what was one more 9mm round... I wanted 10- 17 + rounds.
Do not like Springfield Armory (long story)
S&W - not a fan of the M&P line - did try the feel of them... but no thank you.
Settled (I I think that is the word. Settled) on a Ruger SR9c - nice gun. Shoots well - I could even see my self keeping it - except for that ONE THING that has cropped up... it don't fit.
I do like the external safety THAT to me is a plus - I don't care one way or the other about the mag disconnect - and the brass in the tube but no clue if the brass is loaded indicator ... we all need personal flags on our firearms.... I don't notice it at all while shooting - so what ever.
I'll try to paint the picture Right had is strong hand - I grab the pistol and the "front strap and back strap" fit fine on my hand, the right side of the magazine well (if it was a 1911 the right grip panel area) does not contact my right palm - you could fit a #2 pencil between my palm and the pistol.
HOW I did not feel/notice that at the time of purchase.... I don't know. But I notice it NOW and the more I notice it the more prevalent it gets.
I need to be conscious of my grip and need to put my grip strength fore and aft - all most pull back with my fingers directly in to my palm -
The pistol rolls up and right - if I were to grip it like my old GLOCK - or grip it like a baseball (my usual grip)
So I am training my self to pull directly back with my fingers - I don't like this grip... if I'm ever under stress... you know damn well I'll go to what I know and grip it like a ball twisting it up and away from my intended sight line.
A suggestion from a gun store owner would be to add a Hogue HAND ALL to it... but they do not look like they would fill in the palm area - and that's what I want, more width.
Maybe I just need to go out on the gun hunt again - but I'm open to suggestions about what I may do or add to fill the void, as It don't fit!
(Thanks for reading my book)