No...I am just a busted up retired cop with a pair of bad legs and enough time on my hands to figure some stuff out. I just thank God I lived long enough to pull my head out of my butt and learn from the mistakes I, and others made. I have tried to learn all I could from the common sense of others like, Mas Ayoob, Clint Smith, Rob P, Mike J, and of course...Colonel Cooper.
I never blindly follow the tacitool thing of the day, or EVERYTHING any instructor teaches. Isoscoles, Weaver, Modified Weaver, on and on and on. I find those things that work for me, and practice the hell out of them until I have it wired into my melon. I have been lucky enough to take some fine classes..LFI 1 & 2, and I have been to Gunsite twice, and am planning a third visit. I was lucky enough to have Colonel Cooper himself deliver the classroom parts of the training, and some fine instructors on the range. In a year or so, I plan to go to Thunder Ranch.
I have also taken classes where I feel I was robbed of my class tuition because the "instructors" spent more time doing the "SEE WHAT I CAN DO", and "I AM SUCH A BAD OPERATOR I CAN THUS AND SO..." routine, and berating students who might have been new to this kind of lifestyle. They looked good in their 5:11 britches and their tacticool black t-shirts, but they wouldn't survive a chicken fight in the real world, let alone a true deadly force encounter. What was worse, they would get students killed or sent to prison if they did what they were taught in this "class".
I also spend a lot of time pulling the handle on my Dillon, and casting bullets so I can afford to shoot enough to remain proficient...and just because I love to shoot. I shoot my carry gun, and a revolver to stay proficient with both launch platforms. I also shoot a BUNCH of .22lr because it is pure marksmanship I am going for there. Just keep practicing the fundamentals.
I am nowhere near a badass. I don't want to be a badass. I am just a husband and father, and trying to be the best at that I can be, and being able to protect my family is a responsibility I take very seriously. I have the luxury of time to read, research, shoot, and plan.
I enjoy teaching though, and sometimes I substitute teach at our local high school, so if I start to "teach" or "preach"....know that I come by it honestly, and kick my soapbox out from under me.