SJ- glad you got what you wanted and that you really like it. I have a little different perspective on the idea of carrying it for SD though.
I say if you love it carry it, from this perspective: Your carry gun will be literally attached to you everyday. You will clear it, inspect it, and LOOK at it in the morning, be aware of it at all times all day, and clear it, inspect it, and LOOK at it before you sleep. Something that you will have THAT intimate a relationship with should be something you really enjoy and appreciate, not an ugly clod you don't mind losing.
If you ever have to defend yourself, yes, kiss the gun goodbye. But the chances of that happening are slim, as opposed to the DAILY enjoyment you will get from being intimate with a really fine companion. The price of the gun is small compared to the price of your life, and I believe it is a pretty good bet that you'll have years and years of love with your fine carry and never have to give it up anyway.
Enjoy.