what would you do...

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I honestly will miss my friend alot.  They said some really hurtful things.  It will be a long time before i let some one get close to me.  My heart gets me in more trouble then anything else.   

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i am really feeling bad about this.  I just want to drive down there and see them.   thats not going to happen, but thats what I feel like doing.  I have lots of friends, but very few that I call friend, this was one.  I don't often open up to people and really trust them.   I am not going to lie, this really was it for me and why I got the hell out of ca.   the last straw.  Honestly last month I would have done just about anything for this person.  i really bent over backwards and went way out side of my confort level.