Tab, I dare say most of us have been where you are, deep in despair or frustration, desperate to find a way back. Hang on, stay your course, take a deep breath. I like the dark chocolate idea too!

Along with others here, I too have faith. And the saying in your OP is wrong - God gives you way more than you can handle simply to get you to turn to Him. If you could do it all, handle it all yourself, you would not need Him, would you? You may wish to ponder that.
In the meantime, stay frosty.