I pulled the trigger ... pressed the button! I was in the Cities the other evening for a meeting and took advantage of larger stores to make my first purchase of a "tactical" flashlight. I've owned Maglights of all sizes for many years, and I've broken more of them than most will ever own. So, I've been looking for a flashlight designed for what I might put it through.
My first purchase is a Surefire6P LED Defender. I am still getting used to some of the simple features, but so far I love it.
This is a one strength beam (80 lumens), with a run time of 11 hours (till it is down to one lumen). It has momentary and constant on.
This light fits my had great for general illumination, defensive striking with its defender bezel (a nasty piece that tore a chunk right out of their oak demonstration board), and exact diameter as a quarter (for those of you that remember carrying rolled coins in the pocket

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My only mistake was to not purchase extra batteries right away. I am surprised how much I use the light. I have always been cautious about where I park and where I wander, but having the light in my pocket keeps me aware of having the ability to check things in the dark, so I do everything with the full picture in mind. I think that I even sent a teenage kid straight to the restroom when I startled him. He and his friends were horsing around in the mall lot last night as I left with a small ammo purchase (not small by choice, but all they had). I first saw five kids, then on next look I only saw four. The light was already in my hand, and the bag shifted to my strong hand (but only a finger tip grip for easy drop on the draw move), I changed my course to another row in a wide clear spot, and immediately caught a shape in the shadows of a van. I believe that he was only trying to scare his friends, but I hit him square in the eyes with a momentary then constant 80 lumen beam. My shopping bag hit the ground, the jacket flew open with hand on grip ready for draw as he yelled what I think he just did and scampered around the other way to his friends who were trying to figure out what was happening. I just stood strong as they skirted my area very quietly. When they were gone ammo was picked up and I was on my way.
I have spent the last 12 1/2 hours remembering similar situations and what I did. Did I need to scare the kid? Maybe and maybe not, but I'd rather do that than be sorry ... or have my family sorry.
Is it watching
TBD, is it reading defensive articles, is it watching other defensive DVDs, is it the realization that that gun on the body is only a tool of last resort, is it all of the above, or is it something else? I don't know what continues to hone me over the years, but I hope I never quit learning, and I hope I never need to go all the way!
If you don't have a light ... GET ONE! If you can't afford a good one right away, Carry what you can afford while you save! I'll never be sorry for what I just bought!