You're right Ksail it's my fault because I even though I was actually starting to just enjoy clever ways of busting on the "Big R" I was still unhappy with my purchase and just didn't consider what else might be going on.
Perhaps one difference between MB and myself is that he gets to try everything and owns a lot of stuff and a lot of it gets jazzed up by top shelf gunsmiths, etc. The pistol that sunk an thousand ships here represents a sizeable percentage of my miniscule collection of basically stock merchandise, and so it was pretty upsetting to have one of them on the turd list. I mean, I got that for my birthday!
So I'm all better now, sort of. I'm working on that turd polish I mentioned and some other projects, and if you ever need to rant I volunteer to accept any of your rants that need releasing.
As a group we are finding ourselves on two ends of a situation, and we just have to work it out.
By the way, I've been working on the paperweight a little and I think I might be on to something with a mechanical therapy technique I'm trying. Yesterday I went to the range (evidently when all this crap was expoding) and I threw 10 rounds with my hand, then fired ten through the paperweight and actually did BETTER with the paperweight. When I have confirmed my method I'll post it in case anyone else still wants to give it another crack.